i'm down here in sm north waiting for my friend at the gym. i had coffee, walked around, bought new clothes, ate dinner, saw some friends, and again, walked around.
while i was smoking, i can't help looking down at the cars that pass.. i was trying to spot his corolla, and was hoping that he'll fetch me... i was imagining that he was still gonna be there to bring me home. the feeling of being there alone was horrible. am i that desperate to still hope for his return after every damn thing that happened?
i fight the tears that fall down my eyes, i look stupid already. i hate being in this situation. i hate feeling so sad and down.
my friend's here already.. more updates soon.
-the queen
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there are lots of fishes in the ocean. you deserve someone better. it's okay to hope but it's best not to expect coz it would just hurt more!... i know how you feel and i can't say that it would be an easy process but i am sure that the healing process would be a lot easier if you go out and talk to friends... that's what friends are for.
ReplyDeletetake care queen! can't wait for your updates soon. (^_^)